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The flat is empty.
Physically it isn't. It's full of my things, your things, our things. Things that we have collected over our years together on our travels, presents, homemade gifts to each other which we made one another for Valentines days. The heart keychain I made for our last Valentines together sits on the coffee table with your keys, your wallet and your phone, just where you left them.
Your phone won't stop buzzing, flashing with life. It's still plugged into the wall charging, just like you had left it. I don't want to change anything. At least then I can pretend you never left.
I sleep in your bed, but refuse to sleep on your side. How fair would that be? I curl up against your Totoro each night, crying myself into a hell-filled sleep full of nightmares and flashbacks. Flashbacks to the night at the kitchen.
I will never forget the smile on your face when you told me you loved me; when you told me I was your knight in shining armour but there was nothing I could do anymore apart from to let you go. It took me a while to come around to the idea, well, actually it only took me 10 minutes because /I loved you and would have done anything for you/.
Which is why I used the knife to slice your wrists like you had asked. I cut your left first, asking if you were in pain. You told me no, that you were used to it, yet as I cut deeper I could tell that you were full of hurt. I watched the blood roll down your fisted hand and drip onto the floor as you dropped your arm beside you, placing your right arm onto the table, your eyes scattered with glistening tears. I took a deep breath before taking in all of your facial features that I would never forget, even if I tried. Your raven hair that fell the opposite side to mine that was always so soft to the touch. Your crystal blue pools that were known as your eyes. Your perfect pink lips with your tongue that often poked through, showing your innocent persona. I then did it. I sliced the knife against your right wrist, delving deep enough for it to damage. "I-I-I l-love y-you" You stammered out, eyes still sparkling yet no tears escaped. You were brave, my Lion, much braver than me. I got up and left as soon as you spoke, leaving the flat, leaving you to die alone.
The flat is empty without you, Phil.
Physically it isn't. It's full of my things, your things, our things. Things that we have collected over our years together on our travels, presents, homemade gifts to each other which we made one another for Valentines days. The heart keychain I made for our last Valentines together sits on the coffee table with your keys, your wallet and your phone, just where you left them.
Your phone won't stop buzzing, flashing with life. It's still plugged into the wall charging, just like you had left it. I don't want to change anything. At least then I can pretend you never left.
I sleep in your bed, but refuse to sleep on your side. How fair would that be? I curl up against your Totoro each night, crying myself into a hell-filled sleep full of nightmares and flashbacks. Flashbacks to the night at the kitchen.
I will never forget the smile on your face when you told me you loved me; when you told me I was your knight in shining armour but there was nothing I could do anymore apart from to let you go. It took me a while to come around to the idea, well, actually it only took me 10 minutes because /I loved you and would have done anything for you/.
Which is why I used the knife to slice your wrists like you had asked. I cut your left first, asking if you were in pain. You told me no, that you were used to it, yet as I cut deeper I could tell that you were full of hurt. I watched the blood roll down your fisted hand and drip onto the floor as you dropped your arm beside you, placing your right arm onto the table, your eyes scattered with glistening tears. I took a deep breath before taking in all of your facial features that I would never forget, even if I tried. Your raven hair that fell the opposite side to mine that was always so soft to the touch. Your crystal blue pools that were known as your eyes. Your perfect pink lips with your tongue that often poked through, showing your innocent persona. I then did it. I sliced the knife against your right wrist, delving deep enough for it to damage. "I-I-I l-love y-you" You stammered out, eyes still sparkling yet no tears escaped. You were brave, my Lion, much braver than me. I got up and left as soon as you spoke, leaving the flat, leaving you to die alone.
The flat is empty without you, Phil.
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Phan: Bully Me [Part 2]
Clutching his stomach still, he gazed out the window, tapping his pencil against his open book, not bothering to pay attention to the lesson as the teacher droned on about something mathematical, complicated equations that they would never use again after leaving school. Instead, he contemplated what had had happened earlier that morning.
Why had he punched him? Did he not like Dan? But why? They had only just met, what could he have done wrong?
Thoughts spiralled in his mind but he could not fathom an answer, his brow furrowing at his incapability to work out the new kid's strange behaviour.
"Dan," he heard his name called and looked up,
Literature
Phan - Forgotten
Title: Forgotten
Author: ~Gerards21Guns
Pairing: Phan
Genre: Angst.
Rating: 12+? idk.
Warnings: Mental Illness. Strong Language. Tiny Smidge of Self Harm.
Disclaimer: I do not own Dan nor Phil and none of this ever happened in real life.
Author's Note: this is the next part to 'Care.' if you haven't read it the link's to the rest of the parts are in the description. you don't have to read them but it would make a bit more sense if you did. for the record this isn't really a phan, like they're not together in this series, the only reason i'm actually pointing this out if cause someone commented that 'it was cute but not really phan.' so yeah
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Phan: Forbidden Love [Part 7]
Sitting in the summer sun by a large tree, the fresh green leaves providing some shade as Dan rested his tired body against the soft blades of grass, he allowed himself to fantasize about his teacher, indulging in his thoughts as he grinned to himself, hands behind his head of chocolate locks and eyes closed as he imagined vividly what he wanted to do and have done to him by Mr. Lester.
There was a sudden shadow cast over him, his brow furrowing as he opened his eyes to see a freckled faced girl with slightly tanned skin and bright red hair looking down at him with the biggest smile that showed all her pearly whites.
"Hey!" She exclaimed ch
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